ta leh gaduh kat sek ..
gaduh kat luar sek.

(thats what those bitch says and plan to do to me)
scare.im not goin to sch 2day and 2moro//
wanna change sch.seriously.

LOOKS DIFF WITH HIS REAL LOOKS(not so much la)

TO ADDICITED TO IT.LOVES IT.LOVES THIS PIX DAMN MUCH: taken by chow min [ me and atiqah hands (loves shape) ]

haiqal hazriq (nickname)

12.6.2009
he was the one..
(my god bro la..dun fikir bukan2)hahas:D
he dotes me alot.just like aliff
26.6.1993
( was his birthday)
he loves to eat CHOKI
(that's y i call him lil kid)hehe=)
SC class..
(same sch as me @ a prefect too )
loves too make him angry
(noty)hahas
his expression was damn funny and cute.
taller than me . quite handsome .hahas

LOVES

-the way when he talks to me(so soft att he's shy[fakin])hahaha:D
-make fun of me(sometimes)
-they way i laugh and smile
-when we chating
-the way he angry(propusly make him angry)hahaha
-his charecter(like lil kid)
-the way we argue (damn funny)hahahaha


JEALOUS

-when others guys call me 'baby,syg,dear,dar, @ bla3'
-too close to them(guys)
-he layan others (girls)

ANGRY

-when i hurt myself ( my hand )
-didnt listen to what he advice.hehe
-i lied him
-he talk like roti prata ( terbalik2 )
-he layan others girls


DISLIKE

-i says that i wanna MIA him .hahaha(didnt contct him[like stranger])
-i didnt went to sch
-didnt do my works
-i lazy
-i says i wanna change sch & ponteng sch
-i hide something from him
-i emo
-he replies my msg late.hahaha(no patience)
-he suddenly slept (den didnt reply me)aiyo :D
-he didnt went to sch(wanna see him) hahaha
-i says enta ,ta ade apa2,nothing




felt so happy every second that we spend together ..
having alot of fun together.
he promised to be with me FOREVER!
only aliff and him noe's all my secret ( and you too):D
cant afford to lose @ lost him !

[ every minute spend with him , comes with an hour of missing him ]

everythings seems to be change

1st - i wanna change sch (maybe to tmn molek)
2nd - dunno
3rd - dunno
4th - dunno

..I AM WHO I AM.I LIVE FOR MYSELF NOT THE OTHERS!..

all my sis & bro..
I WILL LOVES YOU ALL TILL DIE.! I PROMISE!
ive never change before ..its u all think that im change..att im not.

just now in sch ..got scolded by those BITCH infront of so many peeps.!

felt like crying..i miss my jie ,Amanda, !

hope that they were by my side now..

felt so helpless..who can help me?

issit my fault?! IS NOT!

hey you guys!

i cant online anymore.because i need to study from 2moro onwards.

so..TAKE CARE !

LOVES

gonna miss all of you!!! muacks <333

back of you LOSER !

i don't need you anymore !

you don't trust me right ?!

fine,i don't wanna care bout you anymore!

don't you noe! how deep ur knife stab into my heart ?!

u a LOSER !

infront of me u told me how much you hate her !

but now , u atcually rather choose to trust her than me?!

what kind of SIS you are?!

if you hate her?! why do you choose to believe her

and mad on me because of that BICTH?!

somemore on the topfriend of yours?!

and! next to me?!!! WTH ~!

you said that she's a BICTH !

u dont have the RIGHT to say that !

because you were a BICTH to!

i HATE you LOSER !

you really2 hurt me..so deep ..inside..its hurting..its paining..

you leave a scar..an awful and ugly scar to me..

i am sick of crying for those memories..

felt so lonely..

tiring of waiting for your answering and forgiving..

listening to all those blaming..

paining ,,agony,..and hurting..

yet im smiling and smiling and laughing..

BUT INSIDE IM DYING ! !

THANKS LOVES !

just wanna tell you that ..thanks 4 everythings..ur
care ,loves,worried,, I LOVES YOU

leave me alone..{:.Little Miss HEARTBREAK.:}

HEY!

all of you out there!

cant stand to see that im happy issit?

why everybody attitude towards me suddenly change?!

did i make any mistake?

im sorry if ive.

peribahasa zaman sekarang :D

Peribahasa: Seperti anjing jantan dengan anjing betina.

Maknernyer: Dua orang yg pantang bertemu...asyik nak beromen aje.

Peribahasa: Sepandai-pandai lalat terbang akhirnya ke taik jugak dia hinggap.

Maknernyer: Orang kalau dah perokok tu...kalau dia berhenti....akhirnya dia gerenti start balik punya.

Peribahasa: Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, tak pernah masuk ke sukan Olimpik.

Maknernyer : Jangan macam bagus....pasal yg macam bagus tu selalunya tak bagus

Peribahasa: Biar putih tulang jangan putih muka.

Maknernyee: Kalau surat beranak dah letak bangsa Melayu jangan eksen nak jadi Mat Salleh plak.....be proud of what you are.

Peribahasa: Kalau tidak ader angin masakan satu LRT boleh bau busuk?

Maknernyer: Ada orang kentotlah tu...

Peribahasa: Seperti kacang luperkan mamak kacang putih.

Maknernyer: Orang yg tak sedar diri....tak kenang jasa baik orang yg muler-muler memfofularkan dia.

Peribahasa: Ader udang di sebalik udang lain

Maknernyer: Jgn sangka yg duduk sorang kat tempat sunyi tu sorang....check betul-betul, mesti ader sorang lagi kat bawah ke, kat tengah ke, tengah baring ke...

Peribahasa: Biar mati anak jgn mati pucuk

Maknernyer: Kalau dah mati pucuk camner nak dapat anak.....btol tak?

Peribahasa: Sudah jatuh ditimpa piano

Maknernyer: Nasib malang yg tak agak-agak.

Peribahasa: Hidung tak mancung, gigi pulak yang mancung.

Maknernyer: maknernyer .. . . maknernyer.....maknernya........ jgn nak tersengeh-sengeh kat depan PC... pi buat kerja!!!!!

why?
my sis talk like roti prata?
she says that she dislike her
but she share everything with her
she choose to believe her rather than me..:(
she mad of me because of her?!
ill never ever forget this in my life..
really2 hurts me!
she put her in topfriend (but she say she dislike her why does she did that?!)
now she have tasha.
okay fine.ill leave her alone.
i don't wanna care bout her anymore..
but am i right??
can someone tell me what should i do?
ive lost my way.
that girl.so many peeps like her because she's hypocrite,faking,flirty

i cant do that ,.all i noe is,do what i like ,say what i love,and ???(u continue it)
thats why.

disappointment
angry
jealous
sad
hurt

felicialscloves

i dont wanna couple anymore..

just hav really2 close BFF .

wanna concentrate on my studies..

FELICIALSCLOVES is SINGLE but NOT AVAILABLE :D

why did they all say that im

PROUD?

SOMBONG?

GEDIK?

juliana atikah !

i hate her!

raja ahmad ikram

maybe i should forget bout him?
he was the ones that i had love him from the core of my heart.
we were so close .
we used to gossip,chatting,laughing,sharing (everyday!)
doesn't he remember those stuff?
his promise?
our pledge?
he had change..to another person now.
really2 miss the old him..those memories ,laughter we had before..

(OUR FWENSHIP WILL STAY TILL DIE!)

LOVES YOU!

about me

~FeliciaLsc=Felicia LEE Shea Chin

~Baby,BE,Fely,Manjew,dak tecik bucuk @ manje @ cute ;p hahaha!

~28.feb.1995

~Hospital Pakar Sultanah Fatimah.(Muar)

~164.5 cm

~Conassian Segamat,Tabika Kemas Segamat

~SRK Convent Muar-1 Tanjung & 1 Dahlia 2002-2003

~SK Tmn Kota Jaya (K.T) 2 Pintar,3 Pintar 2003-2004

~SK Seri Saujana(K.T)-4USM,4UM,5UM,6UKM 2005-2007

~SMK Permas Jaya 1RK1,2RK1 2008

~Athlete MSSJ -SK-

~Athlete MSSD -SMK-

~Story Teller -International-

~Chess MSSJ -SK-

~Athlete Bola Jaring,Badminton,Bowling,HandBall MSSJ -SK

~Athlete L.Peluru MSSJ -SK-

~ABRSM Music GRADE 6

~Taekwondo 09' President

~LDDS

~Hockey

~Prefect SMK

~Head Prefect SK

~loves 2 sleep,eat,sleep,eat

hahaha:D

~loves hangout...

~loves many2 more~(lazy 2 type.)hahaha

~lazy

~loves blue,black,white colour

~loves pants,,

~loves soft toys

~loves bully lil baby,..hohoho:D

~loves bags

~loves shoes

~loves watch

~loves caps

~loves 28.2.09

~loves 14.2.09

~loves 7.3.o9

~loves ?loves ??loves???

~loves U!

haha:D

~hates makeup

~hates skirts

~hates pink & red

~hates 4.3.09

~hates ? hates?? hates???

~hate me!:D

=FeliciaLscLOVES:D=

14.MARCH.2009

from him to her =)

It doesn't matter how we met.

As long I can be with you,that is enough for me.

I don't care about any other thing.

And the first thing come into my mind was you.

When I look at you,I couldn't take my eyes away from you.

You always make me weak.

Weak by looking through your gleaming eyes.

What I feel now,I don't know what is it.

I am stuck with this.I think this feeling is wonderful yet it's hard for me to understand.

But you can show me.

I need someone to lead me through this difficult way of life.

And I think the only person I wanted,is you.It always be you.

There's nothing much I can think,there's nothing much I can say.

But I need you to understand what I wish for.

My wish is like grabbing a stars with my bare hands

.It sounds like impossible.But please,be with me.

Make my wish come true.A

nd now I tell you what I was wishing for

.It is you.My wish is you,to be with me.

Everytime I look at you,is the time when I look at a such wonderful beauty

.I couldn't hold it anymore.I don't want to wait even longer.

With such kindness and beauty,I couldn't just look at you.

I think I have found a person that can light my heart.

You can keep my heart bright.

Keep my heart warm.

With the light of yours.

It's always be you that I wanted.

star shines

Star,Could I be just like you?

Never stop shining,

Just a little you can lighten everybody up,

I see you,

Whenever I looked up at the sky,

Everyday it's just the same,

The same way you lighting this world,

You were there,

Whenever I am alone,

I see you,

When you shines brightly in the night,

Your light comforts me,

Calms me down,

So soft and beautiful,

That can make me smile,

Again...

"NoBodY iS PeRFeCt. tHe iMpOrTanD ThiNG iS wE KnoW hOw 2 LEarN fRoM tHe MiStAkE. N wE mUSt Cherish aLL ThE pEoPLe wHo R siNCeRE n CaRE bOuT uS! ~

PROMISED MEANS EVERYTHNIG

BUT ONCE BROKEN

SORRY IS NOTHING~

american make a gold ship

japan make a silver ship

and i make a ship too

thats

"OUR FRIENDSHIP"

Accept what u must..and change wat u can...
Think before u act,and not regret for any moment of carelessness...
Appreciate what u hav n the wonderful person u are...
Enjoy the simple pleasures of life:in nature n in people...
Forgive mistakes n forget the past...
Learn n discover new experiences n take life as n adventure...
dream n make plans for ur future...
N....
GO FOR WHAT U WANT!!!

A BETTER ME

You're always hoping,
For a better me,
So there will be a better life,
And also a better smile,

You had so much pain,
You're crying in agony,
I just let it happen,
Because there is no a better me,

It's all will be so better,
If there's a better me,
All this thing is so matter,
So there will be a smile,

Every drop of your tears,
Is the tears of my mistakes,
But this time is the end,
Because there will be a better me,

Wonderful to see you happy,
Wonderful to see your smile,
And that is the reasons why,
I have to be a better me,

I am still hoping,
For you to be waiting,
For me to prove,
What it feels like,

Being a better me...

FROM my LOVELY sis to me:D

to my felicia mei :D

heys my girl , be strong alright ?dont let anything , anyone , or words bring u down .try to cheer up k ? :]i'll always be here for u , though we're seperated by a state line.LAUGHS . dont bother about them ,cos u rock my ass off :Dbe happy , thats the most important thing :Dbe yourself , dont let them change what u believe in .& to those screwed up effing losers out there ,touch her & ur dead .
you have no right to say things about her or even think about taking some " revenge " -.-3 words for u man , childish lame losers :Dmei , ur pretty , cute , smart , caring , popular , kind .never hate any of these traits that make you , you .above all , i love you mei ("v")dont falter . stay strong , smile my girl :D

if they bully you , tell me , i'll go to malaysia & kick their effing asses (:

i'll do anything to protect you , so stay strong sweetie .
dont hate yourself , cos u dont see the beauty in you .
i do

.xoxo , jie .

THANKS JIE! I H.E.A.R.T.S YOU ALOT!

YOU ?THE BEST!

WE ROCKS!

MUACKS~<333x

ME loves YOU

the guys that i like/admire~

for me i like boys that is =

caring

sincere

nice

typical

not kind of..~yellow minded~o blue minded~/ = DIRTY MINDED

shy

supporting

well-diciplined

funny

easy-going

NOT A PLAYBOY

understand me well

typical type.hahas

sporty

have the same topic as me

not boring

WHAT ABOUT YOU?GUYS OR GIRLS THAT YOU LIKE /ADMIRE

its dedicated to him~

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I'm needing
Everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that
I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's just so funny
And I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love,
He finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all

I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, So perfectly,
The kind of flawless
I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight'Cuz

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see

he's the one

his name was AFIQ(or we called him balak)wawa=)

he was the boy that i like since last year (olahraga training)
he was the one who courage me to live my life with full of hopes
he was a kinda...typical boy.ya
really rare.thats why i like him..till now..
2009.i thought that i could forget him eventually but..
the truth is not..i still can forget him till i met him yesterday while
training.i ask him and adzan out.
they were my last year senior..they were really2 good at sports.
yesterday we really2 enjoy our day very much!
ive never been that happy before (altought got bully by them)hahas=)
was fooling aroud with them.hahaha:D
then adzan told afiq "x pe2 adk ko niey(me) kurang KASIH SAYANG"
what the hack!=.=''' and all of them laugh at me.ah~hahas
afiq & me now were just only godsiblings.
i dunno why.whenever i hangout with them i really2 felt very blessing.happy.
maybe they noe my heart o care of people feelings.
i got scolded by some bimbo in sch last year because of adzan
he was a really2 famous guy in sch.hahas:D
but he backup me..
those girls were really2 thicked-skin.(tengku shima edora .one of those girls MS name)
says that he's their bf la whatever crab.hahahaha
i felt like teasing them(infront of them)hahaha :D
no matter what happen ill like him(afiq) forever no matter as bro o what.=)

FELICIA hearts AFIQ

a nEW LIfe , A NEw mE .

gonna start a new game of life when sch reopen..

strive for my better results in everything..

forget all the past sadness.lonely.jealousy.hearbreak.haters.

get along with everyone..

live my life happily..

~ try to change to become a better me ~

{:.FeliciaLscLOVES:D.:}